Change.

It's been a while I guess. Well, after hearing a shocking news from my friend. The title of this post says it all. I don't really want to express much but I'm doing this for myself and for my parents. Oh well, here comes my cold icy attitude. 

Sincerely, 

Puteri x

Is it even possible?

Hey there, Hm ... Life has been really really...depressing for me. Too much tension? Too much stress? Emotional breakdowns? Yeah all of that. There was this one time I was doing my Seni then I felt like crying because ugh I just can't do it anymore. I can't! It's too much. I know this sounds so exaggerating but I've never felt like this before. 2012 = PMR , At least 5A's and up. Uncontrollable feelings just keep coming. It needs to stop. But how? Ugh I just don't know anymore. I want to sleep like there's no tomorrow. I want to eat without getting fat. I want to fly but all of us know that's impossible. I just want happiness. And to be honest I really miss my old phone but yeah, even I know somehow it's going to take a while. Heck I don't even care anymore. I want to satisfy myself with my own results. InsyaAllah I can do it, Amin. Hey, time flies so fast right? It's the 5th of February already. God, I miss 2010 . Seriously. But all of know that we can't turn back time. Hm. Well I got to go now. See you guys in ze next post! Ciao Bella!

Love ,

Puteri, X

Pikaaa pikaa chu!

Assalamualaikum, Hey there guys. Haha, Wow...my..blog ..is..useless. Why? I'm lazy to type sometimes, and my short posts is all ridiculous and no motive or point at all. Mhm, I guess I'll type when I'm free or when I got nothing to do. I've been....staying at home lately, and I've been pissed off a lot. Let's just say, Sometimes when you're heartbroken, everything falls apart ;

Tumblr has always been there for me. And believe me, My condition right now is not stable. Well crying yourself to bed isn't one of the best feelings, Right? Seeing your friends being happy and you're just sitting there wondering , when can I be happy like them. Yup.. thank god my friend , Say has been advising me this and that, or not I'll be clueless and I won't know what to do nowadays.

And that's it, explaining it makes thing's even more worse. I just can't remember those stupid feelings already. Well, good bye for now. Toodles! Assalamualaikum X

Much love ,

Puteri ♥